Friday, November 30, 2007

Farewell IH

One last time,
the very last time.
And I mean it.
Really not coming back anymore.
This time for real.

It was the best times of my uni life,
at least thus far.
There were not regrets in coming here
I'm really glad, and really grateful.

I will miss you,
because you are my second home.
Thank you INTERNATIONAL HOUSE.
For the 4 semesters u gave me
The time, the frenships and bonds
the parties, the studies, and the very memories

Thank you International House
For everything.......I will remember you!


Notes:My last night in IH leh, this time for real, not stayin here anymore, unlike last year when I left, hehe...n oh...who took the video when I left?I want it leh?Was it Jo or CC or Eddie or someone else?...Anyway, thanx for teh memories ppl.Happy holidayz!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

It's ok

It's ok
It's ok to be who you are
To be who you want to be
And who you were meant to be.

It's ok to be yourself, & be alone by yourself
It's ok to be emo or even have an ego
It's ok show your weakness, and not just hide all your skeletons in the cupboard
It's ok
It's ok, for everyone is imperfect.

It's ok to have a messy room (0ccasionally)
It's ok to throw all your clothes under your bed
It's ok to sweep the dust n hide them under the carpet
It's ok
It's ok if you do it once in a while.

It's ok to be sacred of the dark, to be scared of your worst nightmares and fears.
It's ok to be scared, to be scared of insecurities and uncertainties that lie ahead.
It's ok, it's ok.

It's ok to do what you want & do what you feel like doing
It's ok to do what you think is right & just follow what your heart tells you to do
It's ok, it's ok.

It's ok to be me, to be you, to be we.
It's ok.
It's ok.
It's ok.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Road


Life is like a road. It maybe straight or curved, joined or split. It may be a T-junction or a crossroad or perhaps a roundabout.

Different people, different thoughts, We make different decisions and take different paths in life. Though we share similarities but we all walk life differently, and have very different destinies.

The roads join and split, people come and go. We cannot pause nor turn back time. To turn back time, or to just hold the very moment you treasure most. Those wonderful moments you hold so dear, those sweet memories and unforgettable experiences.

You walk pass me, like a gust of wind, like the refreshing morning breeze. And it made me felt like eternity. Because you've touched my life and made me feel alive.

While at other times you don't see me or you're simply just ignoring me. You don't need me cos maybe life's already too much for you to be free.

We all walk different paths. We meet, we leave. What will happen from here on out? The roads either meet or split? This is our destiny. This life, this road, this endless destiny......



Aarrggghh...dunno why so hard to fall asleep....oh well watevaaa.....

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Essence of success

决心,恒心, 用心。
加上一些自信心。
意志力,集中力,推动力 。
再加上一点小运气,
成功便在即。

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Don’t Lose Yourself

More often than not,

We lose ourselves

Lost in heat of struggle

Lost in the survival of the fittest

Losing our grip which holds and defines who we truly are


We suffocate ourselves with more information from the books

We get so absorbed into the scientific basis of life

We get so dragged into heated discussions

We lose ourselves


We become less interested in Patient X

But become more interested in Disease Y instead

We turn the patient into facts in the books

Into objects rather than person


We ourselves become more like stones

More like those emotionless being

Like those heartless being, who glare coldly or at least superficially

Cos all we know is the science of medicine

But not the art of medicine


Don’t lose yourself

Don’t lose ourselves


I want to learn the art to heal and to comfort people

To make this world a better place

And not merely the science of fighting the disease

Because that would be just dead boring

And it would also make me lose myself


So how how tell me how?

How to not lose myself?

Saturday, November 03, 2007

I don't expect u to understand me

I don't expect u to understand me.
To understand what's going through my mind
How my heart feels
Or what difficulties I'm facing
Because sometimes even I myself find it perplexing.

I don't expect u to understand me.
But please don't make too many assumptions
Don't jump too fast into conclusion
And certainly don't judge a book by its cover

I don't expect u to understand me
But don't make things too hard for me
As if it's not difficult enough?
Difficult to breakthrough hardships
Solely with my own effort

I don't expect u to understand
I'd rather u smile n talk to me nicely
I'd rather u let me know wats goin through ur mind
Rather than taking wild guesses
I'd rather we can communicate better and understand each other better

I don't expect you to understand me
Bcos I'm really simple minded
Really simple minded
So please don't make things too hard for me
Harder than it already is

End of whining

Spoilt Brat

You know you're a spoilt brat (even just little) when:

1)You're still living off ur parents financially though u already have the capacity to earn money

2)You get to study in uni's abroad n u dun even take it seriously, while some of ur frens have never even been in overseas ever b4.

3)You always yell at ur parents and other ppl as if they owe u smth.

4)U think u r the centre of attention n u deserve to get anythin u want in life, feeling as if everything should go ur way and evrythin is ur possession

5)U drive branded sports cars even though u din pay for it

6) You spend so much money buying cool electronic gadgets, ipods, DS, n change mobile phones every year.

7) U dunno how to cook, yet u dun even bother to learn how to cook so u end up always eating out every meal.

8) U hav a maid(s) who cleans ur house n room n other household chores. U've probably never cleaned the toilet nor wash ur own shoes b4.

9) Your parents always complain about ur behaviour (assuming if they are rational & reasonable ppl)

10) You've been to more countries than ur parents already have. Worse still u take 1st/business class all the time.

And lots more lots more. Can't think of anymore now, so feel free to add anything.
And No, the description above is not about me, although I admit I might have committed some to a certain extent.

Also, just to complain abt the stupid ppl in college that actually pulled off a stupid so called "radioactive" prank. How immature and irresponsible. But oh well, there are always ppl like that in the society, what to do?